She has only been dating this guy for 6 months and when I found out he proposed to her, as happy as I was I felt sick to my stomach. This is unlike me as I have never been jealous of my friend.
I just feel really disappointed in myself as I spent the best part of 5 years in a dead end relationship waiting patiently for a ring that I didn't get. Instead I got a slap in my face when he had the nerves to dump me for someone else. I feel like a failure...
and then from nowhere my friend meets this guy who loves her to bits, spoils her rotten and proposes in less than no time.
I am trying to be happy for her, but I feel green when envy as she discusses her wedding plans. That is all she talks about. Deep down I wish it was me getting married. I really don't know what to do, but I don't feel like being her maid of honour. I love her but I really don't think I can face it all. Please what should I do? Being around her is driving me mad..
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